I Can't Stop

Or should I say start...

Start my work that is! I have been having a serious case of procrastination lately. I just can't bring myself to actually do my work, not just when I am at home but also when I am in class. I honestly spend most of my time at school staring at blank word documents, blank pages or into space! Like I don't even doodle or anything, I just sit there thinking to myself that I should be doing my work. But I just can't. 

I don't even know why. Maybe it is because I have so much to do I just don't know where to start? Or possibly because I only have 2 and a half weeks left of school --ever-- and I am trying to somehow make time stop so I don't have to leave? Or it could be that I am subconsciously challenging myself to see how long I can put something off and see how quickly I can finish it and still get good marks?

I don't really know.

The good thing is next week I will be on holidays for 2 weeks before heading back to school for another 2 weeks before exams. (I only have one yay) During the holidays I will turn 18 (aah) and have a "Wes Anderson Inspired" party, so that will be fun.

(I am also trying not to think about all the work I am supposed to finish off in the holidays eg. my 60 page art folio that I only have about 20 pages of so far :c )

I guess I am also procrastinating by writing this post but oh well, have a photo I took last year at the Botanic Gardens.

Bye for now.

P.S. I have also been procrastinating by learning German, like wow that is serious procrastination there! (I did learn German for a year when I started high school but yeah haha)